Angel

Opened my locker, saw a note entitled 'To C~'
With my curiosity burning, I proceeded to read...

"Angel,

I know while you're reading this
You must be quite mad at me.
You might want to tear this up
All I ask is hear me out, please.
I know you need an explanation
I have some things to say.
I'm a mess, filled with guilt
But I'm writing to you anyway.

If only you could see me now
See the pain clouding my eyes.
Angel, now that you're not here
The summer sun no longer shines.
Every where I look I see your face
You haunt my dreams every night.
To see you smiling without me
Is such a heart-breaking sight.

I know what I did to you was wrong
Letting you go was a dumb mistake...
If I could turn back the time
It would be a mistake I wouldn't make.
I know that I hurt you, hurt you bad
And Angel, I am sincerely sorry.
If you could find it in your heart
Could you ever forgive me?

Do you know how hard it was
Watching my dream girl walk away.
"You were the one who told me to go"
I know this is what you will say.
I hurt you when I made you leave,
When I didn't chase after you.
And lying to you about how I felt
Angel, about that I'm sorry too.

I find it so hard to look at you
And know you love me no more.
I'm a wreck, heart clogged with misery
I wish I could kiss you once more.
I wish I could take back my words,
I wish I could've caught your tears.
I miss the way we'd talk about the future
As if we were gonna be together for years.

My darling, if you are still reading
Just know I'm honestly and truly sorry.
I apologize for breaking your heart
If you want me back, I'm there to stay.
I'll no longer avoid you at school
If you want to talk, I'm here for you.
Please consider my heartfelt apology,
With love from You-Know-Who"

~C♡