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I can't remember what it feels like to be happy...
My smile no longer shrouded in sincerity.
It is like a heartbreak masquerade, fooling everyone;
Exhausted, I remove my mask when the day is done.
I'm a professional at what I do: I hide what I feel -
When I get hurt, I pretend like it is no big deal.
In reality, it's killing me; feel my heart breaking
The sad part? My friends don't know that I'm faking.
I can't remember the sound of my laughter any more;
Feels odd when I smile, like I've never done it before.
My heart soaring with joy - well, that feeling is gone
Dreaming about another guy that isn't you feels wrong.
It is like I am cursed, you never leave my mind
However, you - you didn't pause, just left me behind.
It feels wrong to see you and still feel butterflies
My heart still racing when I look into your eyes.
My head keeps spinning when you're in the vicinity
Even after all the feelings left, I can't feel happy.
I smile, not sincerely, but just to show you I'm fine,
A masquerade to show you didn't break this heart of mine.

~C♡
:icongirlundefined:
"No man is worth your tears and the one who is won't make you cry" ~ Unknown

Date: 10/03/2012
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!lightningmaster2001 Mar 13, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
You are fantastic!Like professional writer good!I love this piece of Awesomeness because it is beautifully written.Also I can relate to this completely you really touched my shattering heart!
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Mood: Love ~FiyeroTigelaar Aug 15, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Absolutely amazing, beautifully written and a subject to which i can relate in a way
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~GirlUndefined Aug 15, 2012  Student Writer
:iconlachoirplz: :iconthanksplz:

I really appreciate the compliment :D
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~FiyeroTigelaar Aug 15, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
You are very welcome
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Mood: Mesmerized ~Lil-Dojo Mar 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Wow...this is absolutely amazing!!
It actually got me to start thinking about myself and my feelings, which I don't really do that much, and I realized that I am the same way...
Oh well, forget about that. Your poetry is AWEOME!
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Mood: Delighted ~GirlUndefined Mar 12, 2012  Student Writer
Thank you! Wow, I'm so glad you can relate, it's really encouraging to know you like my poetry :aww: It's fantastic that my poem got you thinking; remember not to sell yourself short - it's good to have some "me-time" sometimes:)
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~Lil-Dojo Mar 17, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome!! And thank you. I'm glad your poetry got me thinking as well.
Thank you so much :)
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~Adonael Mar 12, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Heartfelt piece and it will be relatable as well.

As a footnote, I like the quote you use in your description :)
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~GirlUndefined Mar 12, 2012  Student Writer
Thanks so much! Yeah, the quote slots in nicely with the poem :)
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~Adonael Mar 19, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
No worries :)
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